The transformation of my crossdressing also transformed my health and life. This is the story of that transformation.
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Crossdressing Saved my Life
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Origin Stories: How to Tell Yours on CDH
Here at Crossdresser Heaven (CDH), we want to help you empower yourself by sharing your story. CDH exists in part to give a platform for people who have never really shared their story before and to be able to share it with a site-wide focus – whether on your profile page, in our Forums, or even just sharing bits and […]
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A Long Life to Freedom
If you have read my prior article, “I learned something that Halloween” you will be familiar with the context of this article, when I was 5 years old (https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/i-learned-something-that-halloween/). That Halloween I became the heartbroken tutued ballerina that never was. Somewhere in the intervening years, completely unaware of how deeply I longed for girlhood, mom somehow decided I should go […]
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Sometimes She Screams
While she may have been there before, the first time I heard Cyn was when I was 11 years old. As a boy approaching puberty, my thoughts were turning to girls as often happens. But in the midst of those thoughts about dating a girl at school, I heard a small voice whisper-“what would it be like to BE her […]
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Why I Kept my Cross Dressing Hidden
To tell or not to tell........such a difficult question. Should we be open about our crossdressing to those we love, or keep our proclivities hidden?
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I Am Jackie
Over time we learn many things, how to eat, how to talk, how to walk, how to play with other children, go to school and learn more, obey our parents, and eventually, we learn many lessons regarding right from wrong. Sometimes the right and wrong lessons can be gentle and sometimes harsh, especially for slow learners, which I have always […]
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The Heroine in Your Story is You
Much of my life’s work for the past two decades has been devoted to the study of mythologies, archetypes, and the hero’s journey. While it is impossible for me to summarize all that means here, I will say that the heroic path requires that we heed the call to adventure. What does that mean? The call to adventure is that […]
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Musings on Depression….and Life
Does depression define us? Or is it simply a part of who we are? April muses on the aspects of her depression and how it affects her life as a whole.
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Not Pretty Enough?
Icarus was a Cross Dresser. Or not. Sarah looks at the obsession with "passing", and what is truly important. Do we actually need to pass?
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I Want My Soul Back
Firstly, I would like to open by thanking each every one of you who read my debut article and left loving comments. This is a beautiful community and is made up of beautiful people. For so long, I believed that transition was never something that I would be able to seriously consider. I’m so old. My nose is too big. […]
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The First Time I Saw Her Face
I have been supremely calm and at peace with myself since I not only decided that I would start crossdressing, but that I wasn’t going to keep it a secret, either. That was eleven days ago when Mitzi May introduced herself into my reality. Or, rather, actualized herself in my mind and spirit. Spirit is the best term I can […]
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My Happiest Time
For as long as I can remember I’ve felt like a girl. When I was young I would pray to God every day to turn me into a girl. I prayed so hard for it. It never happened of course, but she was always there, inside me. I called her “Amanda” because this would have been my name, had I […]
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If I can do it, so can you…
I wanted to share a very special moment with all of you, not only in my crossdressing life but in my life in general. I only joined this site a few months ago, however, I have grown by leaps and bounds ever since. Even though I have been crossdressing on and off for many years, it wasn’t until March of […]
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Color Blind Paintings
If there really is a God then she is most probably a painter. A painter who has fallen in love with her own creation. Paintings that are vibrant and alive. With each brush stroke she made us who we are; unique and yet similar in so many aspects. An elegant ensemble of pigments, so detailed, so bright, so beautiful. The […]
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Statement on Transgender Rights
Here on Crossdresser Heaven we generally avoid topics of a political nature because that can quickly devolve into angry exchanges of words. We are here as emotional and moral support for our crossdressing and transgender sisters and brothers, an oasis from all the noise outside where you can be comfortable being who you are amongst others who accept you as […]
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Pretty Pink Panties
I’ve written several articles for this site; most are my own musings about who I am and where I fit in. I write to find myself, and I write to help others think through their own situations and feelings. As an introvert by nature, I sit back and take it all in, process it, try to make sense out of […]
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We are all actors, playing a part
William Shakespeare, once wrote “All the world’s a stage, And all the men and women merely players…” And that’s true for everyone. As we go through life we play the parts dictated to us by our families, our friends, our employers, society and finally our selves. The problem is there is sometimes a disconnect between what we want and what […]
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Articles Update November 2018
I’ve received much communication from members who’ve submitted articles in the past two months. They expressed their frustrations and concerns over not being contacted or updated by the editorial staff. For this, you have my humble apology. A couple months ago we found ourselves in the midst of a perfect storm, as far as the editing staff goes. All at […]
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Coming to terms with who I am
Hello all, this is my story of how Polly came to be. I’m sure much of this will resonate with all of you. This is my journey and I write for the purposes of making sense of it all, not just for myself, but to share some insights with my wife–whom I recently came out to. I started crossdressing […]
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Some things my Mother never thought she’d have to tell me about
Like most of us, I remember growing up and taking chances to find moments to be me. I would go into my sister’s room and wear one of her dresses, even for just a minute. Later on in life, living by myself, I had more chances to dress up. I realized I didn’t know much about clothes and makeup, what […]
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