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The Voices in my Head
Are you one of those people, like me, who hears voices in their head from time to time? The voices I hear speak the loudest whenever I try to expand myself in some way. Like when I wanted to learn how...
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Finally got the courage to tell a family member that I’m a CD!
Hi there everyone. I know I haven’t been really active on the site, but I had to share this experience with you all. I’ve kept my dressing a secret from friends and family my entire life out of fear of...
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Philma Gets Out! Shopping and Shenanigans Part 1
My wife and I both had a rare Friday off, so we took the opportunity to spend some quality time together and get out of town for a night. We packed for our stay in Kansas City, and I started working on...
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Bared My Soul, in a song
Disclosure In the spring of 2017, I sent photos of myself to my daughter to make her aware of my life. It resulted in a trip to the UK for one week to stay with her and the last time she met me as a...
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Emotional Reactions can be Harmful
We have some auto responses that when triggered can create very negative effects within our minds by creating distorted feelings and emotions. Things that can grow into quite serious issues affecting...
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Caught Cross Dressing By Dad!
Like most boys, I started cross-dressing by wearing my mom’s panties and nylon stockings. Doing so was both erotic and enjoyable, but being a pre-puberty 8 year old child, I was not sure of the reasons...
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The Vicarious Woman: Part 2: Transitioning Youtubers
“Everybody is transitioning!” If you spend a lot of time on YouTube, you could almost believe that quote. There seem to be thousands of vloggers on YouTube documenting their transition. It is such a...
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Philma Gets Out! Shopping and Shenanigans Part 2
From the Plaza, we drove to Oak Park Mall to visit Dillard’s. An older SA greeted us, and I told her I had a date night with my wife that evening. I was going to wear the Melani leather shift dress...
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Halloween Helped Me With Acceptance!
Many crossdressers choose to keep their thrilling feminine hobby or lifestyle a secret. Why? The LGBT community have their rights, and cross dressers are under the “transgender umbrella” so why are...
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Finally, A Trip Happened for Holly!
Eight months…it’s been eight months since the amazing day of getting my first ever makeover at Ulta, then shopping, and finally topping it all off by meeting up with a CDH friend at a brewery to...
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Who am I ?
Who am I? Am I a guilty pleasure that just resonates in this male shell? Am I a prisoner just left to rot in a cell and never be broken out of? Am I an imaginary friend he needs when no one else is...
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The Seeds of ‘Passing’
Overcoming some of the insecurities of being transgender The whole concept of Passing is just one of the issues that we are likely to confront at some point on our journey. Learning to be comfortable...
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The transgender story of Lily-Rose
The untold story of Lily-Rose Hi, all lovely ladies at Crossdresser Heaven. I’ve only been a member for a short time. I’ve been learning so much about myself. I’ve never considered myself being...
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Not Knowing Is Bliss, For Her!
Hello ladies, my name is Linda. First of all, I would like to show my appreciation to each and every one of you on CDH for all of your time and experiences you have graciously shared here with us. I...
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The Wish I Couldn’t Grant
I have been crossdressing to some extent for most of my cognitive life. When I was a child, I found various items of clothing compelling for reasons I did not understand. I remember when my mother had...
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A Mindful Heart
Allow your head and heart to help you be yourself Through the centuries the heart has been regarded in literature, poetry, art, song and society as a symbol of love, faith, courage and more. It has...
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A Magical Paradox
It wasn’t until I was into my 30 something stage of life that this paradox became an understanding of a truth for me. You see, most of my life to this point had been a steep downward helix of...
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Feeling Like You don’t Fit in?
Take me for example; if I would ever go to a crossdressers’ event, I would worry about not being able to fit in and feeling like an outcast. So, there’s a feeling that I would get shunned and ignored....
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Mourning for yourself
The title may appear to make no sense at all when you first read it, but let me explain how we can find ourselves doing exactly just that in our present life Describing going through transition as...
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Committed to Transition
It’s begins with self-love – a connection between heart and mind This is about my personal experiences, which have brought me to where I am today, happier with myself, my life, everything and everyone...
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