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Self Hypnosis Helped Release My True Self
If you have followed my posts on CDH, you will have read about my inner war. It started when I was a teen. Living on the outside as a tough guy athlete and never showing emotions because that is a...
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Closet Thoughts Of Carolyn Kay!
The following is a poem I wrote one day, as I was rationalizing about my crossdressing on New Year’s Eve. Carolyn Kay’s – Closet Thoughts Another year starts on this beautiful day, and if you read on I...
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Learning to love yourself completely
Introduction This is something I wrote in the very early stages of my transition; at a stage where I was becoming increasingly focused on my life path up to that point. I realised that my life had...
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Those Hellish Inner Fires
Hey there my Sisters, I hope this week find you smiling big and enjoying life! Have you ever experienced what you later referred to as “a living hell” or “a nightmare”? Sometimes the things that seem...
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We’ve Come A Long Way Baby
Baby, We’ve Come A Long Way by Amy Myers Back in about 1965 when I was just starting to experiment with the thrill of dressing up in women’s clothes, the world was a different place. We were...
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Enjoying What We DO Have
I don’t know about you ladies, but this Coronavirus has put quite a damper on my April time. For me, she has always been a release, but she has also been a way to express myself out in public. That...
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Boots Got me Started
When I was around eight, my sister, who is five years older than me had a pair of knee high boots. This was back during the 70’s. I would sneak into her closet and snatch her boots. I’d take them to my...
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To Be Enlightened. . .
The next few words first came to my ears through the voice of the late Dr Wayne Dyer. The sentence he used them in was this. “Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, chop...
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The Launch of Live Sessons on CDH and TGH
Topic: Love and Awareness Going live, on Sunday, August 23, 2020, 10:00 am – 11:00 am The first Live Session will feature two articles on the theme of Love and Awareness that have already been...
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Cloud 9 Really Is There… Go Get It! – Part 1
I was so scared about my first attempt at going out en femme. It is something most of us understand, either because we have gone through with it, or because we have not had the courage or opportunity...
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An interview with Triesste and Skip
On Saturday August 1st, Tokyo Closet Ball had its first online streaming show, no live audience. The entire show can be viewed on YouTube. To promote the show, one of our performers asked everyone to...
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It is Difficult to Know
It is comforting to know that we are not alone in our desire, this need to feel or present as feminine. Whether it is occasionally, regularly, fully, or partially. For some, their fem persona is the...
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It’s good to be different
Did that make you grit your teeth? Make you laugh? Or maybe smile? I hope this article can convince you that it really is good to be different and allow you to feel better about yourself. From as far...
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The Real Me
It’s been awhile since I’ve contributed an article. I think part of being the Managing Editor is letting others use their voice instead of taking up space. I also see the trends of the current and...
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Listening To Your Heart To Overcome The “I Shoulds”
Many times in my life I’ve had a case of the “I shoulds”. This was never truer than when it came to being transgendered and crossdressing. “I should” have a separate male and female persona. “I should”...
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My Dysphoria
We often think of dysphoria as hating our male bodies because we want to be women. I took my dog for a long walk this morning and did some deep self-reflection. The subject of dysphoria popped in my...
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The last few months have been a difficult time for me. People I care for turned away from me, and those I thought were friends cast themselves against me and sought to harm others I care for. When we...
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ima, ima, ima . . .
…ima, ima, ima… may look weird at first glance! But, it is the most powerful statement we can proclaim in any language. Of course, it would be written more like, ‘I’m a . . . ‘, and what ever word we...
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Cloud 9 Really Is There… Go Get It! – Part 2
We got to the mall in KC, and went straight into Dillards. The plan was to find a nice summery dress that I could change into for the day. We shopped around a good 45 minutes or more before I found a...
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Scarlett’s Purpose at Crossdresser Heaven!
Well girls, there weren’t any articles needing to be edited, and it’s at times like this when my managing editor asks me to “just go ahead and write an article yourself.” Hi Brina! I love you and...
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