My Lifetime Search
When I was seeing a therapist, two years ago, I kept a journal and recently came across a note I had made to ask her about any connection between OCD and crossdressing. She hadn’t answered the...
View ArticleInteresting Discovering Life As Zoe
My life as Zoe part-time has been interesting discovering it. As the 2nd oldest of 3 sons, I wasn’t into feminine clothing at first. Never wanted to try it on at all. I was growing up being the typical...
View ArticleBeing a non-biological woman
Does that make me a Nobio? I created a new word Nobio for the purpose of this article. A term to describe someone like myself that cannot be defined accurately through science. I’m not sure how others...
View ArticleSteelcaps to Stilettos
How far apart are your worlds? Every workday when I get up, I get dressed into my company supplied clothes and the last thing I put on, before I walk out the front door, are my steel cap boots. And off...
View ArticleBits and Pieces
There is a lot to talk about, and I could make each point a worthy article, but I thought I would instead throw some expanded comments at the wall to see which ones stick… I’ve kind of had one of those...
View ArticleFrom the womb of Earth Mother
The seeds of today’s generation We enter this world as the purest, divine and spiritually connected life at the moment of birth. A ‘seedling’ with all the DNA, genetics and blueprint to develop into a...
View ArticleThe Craft: Crossdressing as an Art
My name is Alexandra Michelle Forbes. Of course, that’s not my real name; it’s the one I picked for my alter ego who I chose to manifest as now and then. In 2006, I picked “Andrea” as a name in order...
View ArticleMy journey to telling my wife and not being alone anymore
So I’m a long time crossdresser who has decided to come out to his wife after 23 years of marriage. So why now you might ask. There are two reasons, the first being me going through a health scare...
View ArticleNine Years of change
Shifting sands If we take a moment to look back at our past, we can see a shift in what can be perceived as a movement of some nature. That which has propelled us through numerous events and...
View ArticleLetter to my Wife
My wife has known about my cross dressing for almost 2 years now, and although she is accepting, I know at times she still has her doubts. One of those doubts came when she saw the ad for Transgender...
View ArticleHave you ever wanted to be an airline hostess?
Like so many, I have always been fascinated and somewhat bewitched by the sheer elegance and beauty of the virgin air hostesses, always so glamourous in their bright red uniforms and quite iconic. You...
View ArticleA Place to call Home
Dabbing my toes in the water of femininity. Is this what I’m really doing or am I a creature of unknown origins? A collection of thoughts and actions that show neither a true path nor a divergence from...
View ArticleAre you willing to feeel goood?
Are you willing to feeel goood? In the past, I have used being authentic as an excuse for feeling dark n twisty. I use the word authentic because there are so many labels used to describe and...
View ArticleFork in the Road
As I sit here (in my LBD, wig, light make-up, and my favorite heels) on the cusp of my 68th birthday, I’ve come to the place, as I explained to my grandkids, known as the fork in the road. Which road...
View ArticleMy Sister Accepting Her Sister
Note: This article is a continuation of my previous article. Enjoy sisters! After my Daddy accepted me being a CD, everything changed for the better. We now have a new respect and understanding for one...
View ArticleSummer Time Blues
I love summer! The sun, the beach, golf, sailing, I even enjoy mowing my lawn. Planting my garden, watering and tending to it, the Black Eyed Susans taking over the front garden. Sunflowers growing...
View ArticleNegotiated Limitations
“You’re not a girl, but you are girly,” said my wife. I looked up from my crossword, puzzled about what had motivated her comment. She was pointing at my legs. In accordance with our negotiated rules,...
View ArticleA life of infinite possibilities
Why every second of life counts I feel it’s fairly safe to assume that most people can relate to something abstract, such as being at the crossroads of a point in their life. A term with a number of...
View ArticleOde to the Caftan
I’ve fallen head over heels for the caftan (often spelled kaftan). I’m not strictly speaking of the classic, Mesopotamian garment, but of a wide range of long, flowy summer dresses. Caftans bring to...
View ArticleFirst time in public at Superman celebration
When I got into my hotel room I took off all my male clothes and packed them away. I put on a pair of panties, Fleece Supergirl PJ bottoms, and an oversized Superman shirt. I ordered a pizza. and took...
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