A playpen without sides
On October the fourth 1961 Charley was born in eastern Canada. In the living room of the family home sat a playpen; a four-foot by four-foot cage with two-foot-high sides. The adults would keep a baby...
View ArticleWho Am I?
I joined Crossdresser Heaven on December 8, 2016. I spent 2 weeks exploring the site, reading articles and visiting the Forums, trying to understand my feelings about dressing as a woman. Then I...
View ArticleDomesti(Caty)ed
Dear ‘ol’ Ms. Catherine Louise Ryan can hardly believe her luck. Two lovely dressing sessions within a week. The only drawback being they were both at home, so no time to use any make up. Hence the...
View ArticleA Few Changes in Our Family
With gratitude we share a few changes to our Crossdresser Heaven family.
View ArticleNobody really understands
It occurred to me this week, that so few people can really understand my reasons for choosing to live the way I do! Even more so, on the subject of surgery (SRS). The latter being quite a dramatic and...
View ArticleNew Wigs Reveal and Review
A couple of weeks ago I posted in a forum that I ordered the 5-Assorted Wigs from cross-dress.com. Well they came in today and here is my overall reaction and review of my purchase. At the time of...
View ArticleI feel trapped
I feel trapped. I do not know how to tell my girlfriend that I don’t want to be with her anymore. I so badly do not want to hurt her, but the truth will make her feel very sad. Telling the truth will...
View ArticleLetting things out
I want to thank you for your time. It’s tough figuring out where to start. Here’s a little about me. From a young age, I’ve always dressed in hiding, probably the same as a lot of us have done. When I...
View ArticleA Moment of Grace ……..
The Burden of Lying (He/She – Her/Him) Until almost yesterday I have lived the entirety of my life as a lie Barely passing as a sweet boy in a man’s world...
View ArticleIllusion and Expectations
Issue II I learned long ago that I’m never going to be 5’6” and 120 pounds and fit into a size 6 (or smaller sized) dress. My hair isn’t going to glow and be long, my complexion to die for, or my bust...
View ArticleOut at work
It started about four weeks ago. I got up and started getting ready for work, just as I do every morning. Now, normally, I dress in normal “boy clothes” for work, and then change into my “girl clothes”...
View ArticleBecoming Polly
My sisters, I thought to write about my own particular journey. It is an individual odyssey in many ways but with very similar issues to look at. Yesterday was another momentous step for me, which for...
View Article222 = High sensitivity
As early as my childhood, I felt that I was different from others but never understood how until the age of puberty. Even then, it wasn’t crystal clear in my mind or fully formed as a real feeling....
View ArticleAcceptance
We all want to be accepted, right? Of course we do. Over the last 30 years of being out in public I’ve seen some drastic shifts in how we are viewed. Believe me, it’s much easier now than way back...
View ArticleSweet Sixteen (or quinceañera) party: a Crossdresser’s Dream
There is an event that I believe all young crossdressers should have someday: “Sweet Sixteen.” Many of these parties are currently in style; a ritual to begin the transition to adulthood. In Latin...
View ArticleTrue freeedom exists!
The greatest expression, of the grandest version, of what is emerging through and as you, is the soul’s purpose, your purpose. This is where true freedom lives. If we ponder what is natural on the...
View ArticleThe “Thrill” is gone, or is it?
The thrill is gone, or is it? I’m feeling a bit different about my dressing the last few months. Something has changed and it’s not entirely bad. Oh, don’t worry, I’m not about to do a purge or...
View ArticleLabel me proud
Many of us traverse the internet and have landing spots that we frequent while dressed or not. Even when I’m not sipping my morning coffee in a skirt and heels, I still spend time on this site, our...
View ArticleMy First Femme-Vacation: Part 1
This is an article about my recent weekend trip, en femme. It was my first time dressing 24/7, and my first time out and about during the day. Without getting into too much backstory, I think it’s...
View ArticleA Sobering Chain of Thought!
I’ve had a bad 10 days. April 10th a lifelong friend passed away suddenly. A mentor, a colleague, a friend, he was all of that and more. He had some health issues but to the best of my knowledge,...
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